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Saturday, March 7, 2026

So what exactly am I doing?

Okay so I know you guys who have followed me for a long time may have noticed that I have started a Youtube channel again. But why did I quit the other one? What makes this one different? Well, the problem I had before is that I was thinking of myself as a brand and I had to make it perfect. I was thinking in terms of views and subscribers and not if the content that I was creating was good or not or if it helped anyone. I was being too much of a gimmick in hopes of gaining subscribers. So when things didn't go the way I planned, I just quit.

Now this didn't mean I never wanted to make Youtube videos again but I had to look at what went wrong and decide WHY I'm mnaking videos. Or just why I'm making content in the first place. Upon having the revelation I had when I made those key chains.....I start doing new things for the wrong reasons. It was inauthentic. I did it to get a quick buck or to get more subscribers, followers etc. That kind of motivation always fails.

Recently someone wanted to know how I made my blog. So I was like....I'll just make a Youtube video because it's easier for me to show it and explain it. After making that video it finally clicked. I shouldn't be making Youtube videos to get subscribers and what not. I should be making it to help or inspire people. So I'm now making my next video. No more gimmicks or any of that nonsense. I just want to be me.I want to tell my story. So this time, I'm doing this based on what feels right. Intuitively if you will.

Anyway, hope you guys will like the next video because it's a personal one that I hope will inspire everyone.

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